CHANGE IS DIFFICULT

Oh man!  Like many women my age I need to loose some inches of “softness” and then remeasure in muscle.  Getting there is truly a pain in my ass lol!  I am working with an on line trainer who has connected we with the Precision Nutrition program and I am working out at home on my own.  So far so good, but…ya but….this is the first time that getting fit has turned into a mental excersise as well.
If I thought that cheating on my hair stylist was difficult, boy oh boy!  This one is wwaaayyyy more work and stress.  I guess I really can’t say cheat any more cause the hair is still looking pretty good.  As a result, I am making it official and saying it in black and white. I officially have left the old and have moved on to the new hair artist!  Wooh hoooo! Now that didnt hurt a bit.
I suppose that 2017 is going to be a big year of change for my family and I.  My husband and I have been traveling quite a bit and will continue to do so until mid summer.  Son graduated and living with his girlfriend in a city close but not too close if ya know what I mean (think positively here folks).  Eldest daughter will graduate in June and has no idea where in the world she and her live in will be. And I do mean world – yikes!  That causes me serious stress.  Finally the baby girl is rocking it in her Education program out east and has made it clear that while she may return to the mother land she will not be living here in the boonies.   Guess she has another year or so to figure that one out.  This is the year that dear husband and I have to figure out what we are going to do other than travel.
And then there is the weight loss.  If I am going to be honest with you dear imaginary readers I must confess that it is far more than just weight loss.  I have to learn and therefore carry out putting myself first and sticking with it.  Been so busy raising children, working, caring for dogs that my marriage and myself have taken a back seat.  Time to rearrange the train so to speak…..first steps are baby steps.  Work out a bit each day and think what and why before I out something in my mouth.  My goal is to be a bit stronger and steadier in a couple of months when my husband and I go  hiking with eldest daughter and her boy in the Highlands of Scotland.
Please send positive vibes my way XO!