A long while - far too long dear imaginary reader. I have had many conversations with you over the past couple of years. Some in my head, some out loud.
It’s been an adventure right? None of will ever be exactly the same, at least that’s how it feels to me most days. Perhaps that is my age, the result of the bubble we created I don't know. Everyone has had a different experience, here in the middle of no where with TLOMIL and family we had lots of space inside and out to hang out in. We were, and are very blessed. Now its time to let go of the rope a bit so to speak and get back out there.
Now lets not think even for a minute that we have been sitting here twiddling my thumbs. TLOMIL and I, friends and family have done some traveling, returning home safe and sound. I still order my groceries for pick up and wear a mask when I’m in stores, I just worry that’s all.
I currently am experiencing my first bout with Covid (thank you to the Boy). It’s has not been an easy thing for me, each of us who has had it has felt something a little different. That said, its given me the time to lay/sit here and work through some stuff. To remember why I started this blog. It was always for me to write things down to make sense of things so to speak. Not for anyone else, just me.
I recently told someone who shared that they would like to write but didn’t know how to that it didn’t matter. Just start. Just go…freakin do it. Brave words for someone who hasn’t had the chutzpah to do just that for a couple of years. Well, its time to get out of my own way AGAIN dear imaginary reader. They say when you write things down and actually see what you have written that thoughts and goals become more attainable. Commitment to those words and thoughts. So, I’m going to give it some thought, come up with a list. I will build it here and see what the heck happens. I hope a kinder, gentler to myself me emerges. Well that’s something to strive for anyway right dear imaginary reader?